Okay..

So, I've been on and off bulemic for years and , to be completely honest, I care about my teeth too much to keep doing that. I recently found out about Pro-Ana stuff, and honestly I was really inspired. Before I even found out about these sites I started cutting my calories daily anywhere from 500-1000 (depending of the day, time of month, and occasion), excercising (buring 600 calories daily), taking weight loss pills, and doing nightly ab workouts. I was 132 and now am 125 but I'm aiming for somewhere between 113 and 118 because I am a belly dancer so I do need to be a tad velumptous. My boyfriend always said he loved my body but now that I've already lost some of the weight, he can't stop talking about it, so I know I'm doing the right thing. But my biggest vice is cookies. My family never kept sugar in the house until recently for some unknown reason and although I dont eat breakfast or lunch (but have to eat dinner) I cant keep myself away from the biggest box or Oreo's I have ever seen. It's ruining everything. I think having this blog will help me stay focused. I would like to be at 118 by the start of summer because I'll be in France then. Anyway, hopefully this will give me the will power to stay away and my daily calorie comsumption will go wayy down.